So tonight went really thoughtful.
I was calling my friend and feeling happy since, but then, one of my friend greeted me and ask me what to do. He had this problem of moving on (while I also had it). My playlist shuffled into What Now by Rihanna.
The lyrics made me realize that there are times in life when you just feel down, depressed, and there's too many problems surrounding your messy head full of questions. Life just knocked you down like you're a piece of crumbled paper on the street, stepped by many-many people walking. But you can't do anything. You can't move, can't go out.
It's like you don't know what to do. And you keep saying, "What now?" What will happen next? What will happen if I do nothing?"
You then, wish there's some map, compass, piece of fortune cookies and candy, whatever, to guide you through this life. You wish there's a really wise person beside you to tell you what to do next or what to act, properly. You wish there's just a clue and a miracle to survive this life without feeling afraid, scared, wondering what would happen next or what would happen if you went into the wrong path.
What if you fail? What if you keep falling and falling into the same hole, even tripped into a small rock? What will happen next?
The problem is, sometimes you think too much. Too much that it hurts. Too much that it releases pain. Too much that you cried yourself to sleep. Too much that you just can't stop.
And you ended up waiting, waiting, and waiting..
For something or someone that you don't even sure will come.
There are choices and different paths in life. We, each of us, are a human being. God created us for a reason. We are a part of this big machine called Earth and the Solar System. We are born to be something. To be a part of, at least. Life keeps going on. We have to create ourselves and find who we truly are. Ourselves.
So just stop over-think everything. Planning is important, but in the end, its the action that will count. Stop wishing your life to be perfect, it really ain't gonna be easy. Start figuring out what to do by yourself, stop thinking about other's people would react, just for a moment. Find your passion. Live your life to the fullest.
Tomorrow is a new day. Make your days count! Let's start by doing something productive and useful by the morning tomorrow. Don't forget to be grateful as you breathe, as you open your eyes and stepping your feet out of bed. We are here for a reason. :)

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