Lal's Rollercoaster

You know you're hurt when you woke up this morning with tears in your eyes,
and you had no one, and nothing, but your hands to sweep it off.

You know you're hurt when it's 3 in the morning and you still cant sleep,
drown into sad songs that you once forgot, but you can't now because you remember all those pains.

You know you're hurt when it's even 9 in the morning and you're in school,
but your thoughts are haunting, and taking you back in flashes of his face and yours, laughing.

You know you're hurt when you see your best foes, laughing and smiling, like you're not a part of them,
because you can't even recognise them anymore, because trust is only a word, not a thing between.

You know you're hurt when you realise what you did wrong,
You know you're hurt when you realise what you said was not what you feel.
And you know you're more hurt,
when you can't even change them.

You know you're hurt, when you love someone,
and they're not.
(anymore)