Kali ini roda akan berputar tak sama. Kali ini setir akan mengarah ke tujuan yang berbeda. Kali ini ia akan kehilangan pengemudi. Dan mencari jalan pulang sendiri.
"Ada saatnya dalam hidupmu, engkau ingin sendiri saja bersama angin. Menceritakan seluruh rahasia, lalu meneteskan air mata." (Bung Karno, 1933)
25.1.18
30.5.16
19.11.15
17.1.15
You know you're hurt when you woke up this morning with tears in your eyes,
and you had no one, and nothing, but your hands to sweep it off.
You know you're hurt when it's 3 in the morning and you still cant sleep,
drown into sad songs that you once forgot, but you can't now because you remember all those pains.
You know you're hurt when it's even 9 in the morning and you're in school,
but your thoughts are haunting, and taking you back in flashes of his face and yours, laughing.
You know you're hurt when you see your best foes, laughing and smiling, like you're not a part of them,
because you can't even recognise them anymore, because trust is only a word, not a thing between.
You know you're hurt when you realise what you did wrong,
You know you're hurt when you realise what you said was not what you feel.
And you know you're more hurt,
when you can't even change them.
You know you're hurt, when you love someone,
and they're not.
(anymore)
and you had no one, and nothing, but your hands to sweep it off.
You know you're hurt when it's 3 in the morning and you still cant sleep,
drown into sad songs that you once forgot, but you can't now because you remember all those pains.
You know you're hurt when it's even 9 in the morning and you're in school,
but your thoughts are haunting, and taking you back in flashes of his face and yours, laughing.
You know you're hurt when you see your best foes, laughing and smiling, like you're not a part of them,
because you can't even recognise them anymore, because trust is only a word, not a thing between.
You know you're hurt when you realise what you did wrong,
You know you're hurt when you realise what you said was not what you feel.
And you know you're more hurt,
when you can't even change them.
You know you're hurt, when you love someone,
and they're not.
(anymore)
6.1.15
2.12.14
20:02
Ingin rasanya berkata
Tapi tak menguasa
Tapi tak menguasa
Apa yang harus dikata?
Tak ada suara
Ingin rasanya bertanya
Tapi tak berjawab
Apa yang harus ditanya?
Tak ada rahasia
Ingin rasanya berlari
Tapi tak bertenaga
Harus lari kemana?
Tak ada tempat berduka
6.9.14
29.7.14
CURRENTs
Hey there! Happy eid mubarak, fellas. May Allah's blessings be with you today & always.
I'm currently bored. So I'm thinking that I could write my current thoughts as I've done much earlier before.
As example, as simple as:
Current Activity
= i am currently lying on my bed. I'm thinking and my hands translate it through words by typing on my Blogger app. My brothers and my cousins are beside me. My brother's right foot is on my right foot and he's playing with his handphone (and he just moved his foot few secs ago). My cousins are playing UNO.
Current Thoughts
= I'm thinking of another holiday. I'm thinking about money. If I had enough money, then I would be traveling through places, learn many things. The first thing I'd like to bring with me is a camera. (and so on)
Current Favorites
-Music
On my playlists: there is, Canis. Well their album has been on my playlist since months ago but still, I love it. Then, Kings of Convenience. Their amazing plays with guitars always drive me to sleep. And, Tulus. My favorite man. Well there's so much more & I think I can't describe it one by one. Such as: Us The Duo, Janitra Satriani (find him on soundcloud!), Daniela Andrade, Adhitia Sofyan.
-Books
I found myself too busy and became not really interested with books anymore. But the books on my mind is Ingo by Helen Dunmore, Amy & Matthew by Cammie M'Groven.
Current things-I-wish-I-could-buy
SCENTED CANDLES!!!!!!!!
Another lamps for my room. I want that one with big balloons like lanterns or something.
Instax 90s. Definitely. I mentioned about traveling with camera before, and this baby is the one that I thought about. The second thing: acoustic guitar. I haven't buy strings for the old one, and I think that bud is too small & sadly not interesting.
Current things-I-wish-I-could-do
Traveling. Obviously. The other things to do are probably: writing, swinging (like playground-swinging), shopping (alone, I prefer).
Current things-I-wish-I-could-change
My eating routine.
Well I think I'm done cause I have nothing left in my brain??? Alright then thank u for reading this meaningless post, SEE YA!
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